So today was the beginning of our next step. My doctor is referring us to a specialist in Toronto to get further testing done to make sure everything is okay with me. I really would like to find this out before getting pregnant again and see if there is something that we can do to help it. She is going to get back to me hopefully later this week about which specialist had an opening for me. I'm hoping we won't have to wait too long to get in, although in the long run it doesn't really matter. We will be TTA for at least 6 months, maybe more. I have to go in next week for bloodwork to make sure my hcg levels have gone back down after my D&C. I also got a prescription to go back on the pill. It makes it seem more real now. We won't be getting our take home baby in 2011. And maybe not even 2012. It's kind of depressing to think of the future... it seems so bleak.
But, on a positive note. The waiting room was completely empty when I got to my appointment which I appreciated so much. I always find it hard sitting there with all the pregnant women with beautiful little baby bumps. I think that God was making it easier on me. Especially since today was my EDD for Casey & Jaimie. The sun is shining and life will continue on. It has to.