Monday, April 4, 2011

I carry you in my heart

Remember that grief is not something you get over
It is something that you walk through...
My shoes are worn and my feet hurt from this walk.
~Author Unknown~

I found this poem and I thought it to be very applicable. I need to remember that my grief is real and will not disappear. I keep hoping that one day I will wake up and be all better. That I will be happy and content and life won't seem so harsh. I know that I can never go back to the old me but I want to be a happier me. I am still so sad sometimes and my mood can change in an instant. I need to remember that this is part of the grieving process and that I can't just skip over it. I need to walk through it. And day by day I will become stronger. I will never forget my babies but the hurt will get better with time.

Casey, Jaimie, and Dustin, I will carry you in my heart always.

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