I am feeling so down lately. This past week has been tough and I find everything ticks me off and sends me on a downward spiral. I feel like nothing is going as planned. I am feeling sorry for myself and having a pity party. I know it's dumb and it won't help me feel any better but that is how I feel right now and so that's the way it will be.
I hate my job. Each day makes me dislike it even more. Yes the office is great and the paycheque is nice but I am so incredibley sick of getting up in the morning and coming and sitting at my desk and being bored out of my mind. I want to quit and stay home and make bread and get a dog and have babies. That's all I've ever wanted to do. I wanted to get married and have kids. That's it, pointe final. But that isn't the way it's working. The whole baby thing is getting me down and I feel like I will never have kids. I will just be stuck at the dead end job forever and continue on with life how it is now. I feel like everything is never ending and this depression and sadness is overwhelming. I must be a real treat to be around.
How do I get out of this slump? How do I continue on with life without feeling this constant weight upon me? Help!