Thursday, May 5, 2011

Feeling Weird

I feel kind of weird today. I don't know what it is but something is up. I am antsy and impatient and my mind is going a mile a minute. I don't want to be a work anymore. I'm hungry. I feel like going for a walk. I have the sudden urge to pack. I want a puppy. I want a baby. I want to be pregnant. I guess really it all comes back to the baby thing. Maybe it's with mothers day coming up or maybe its because deep down all I have ever wanted was to be a mom. I just feel like the days are crawling by and we will be TTA forever. I know, dramatic. It'll only be another couple of months hopefully.

Maybe I should start a new hobby. But what? I just need something to keep my mind off of the fact that we don't have a baby. I want to be happy in my circumstances and not be wishing my whole life away. Its just hard sometimes...

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