I'm not feeling optimistic lately. Which has made blogging harder. In fact, it has made a lot of things in life harder. After my useless appointment with the internist, I just feel like I'm moving along with no purpose or plan. I'm just going through the motions of each day to get through it. I haven't done anything exciting to blog about so I haven't been feeling up to writing anything. I don't want to bore everyone with my complaining and whining about being sick and frustrated. I have been sick and frustrated for over a year now and no matter how many times I complain about it, it doesn't do any good. So I've been avoiding the blog and just getting through the days and weeks. I do have stuff I could be blogging about, like my almost finished bathroom redecoration or our chickens and dozens of eggs we're getting or my massive tomato plants or my new goal of reading five books before the end of the year. It's not for a lack of subjects, it's for a lack of motivation. I know I said that I would try and do my best to put up happy posts and make my blog a little more interesting to follow but lately, I just don't feel like it.
This will probably pass and I will probaly be back to my normal self and posting happy things will cheer me up but for now, I just need to wallow. So I apologize to my faithful readers (if I have any).
To close off, I will leave you with the latest mandala I coloured. I started this back in February but took a couple months break. I coloured this one last week. It is part of my Project Relieve Stress and no, I didn't draw it. I just printed it off of google and picked up some pencil crayons.