Thursday, October 1, 2015

Still Empty

My uterus that is. This last IUI cycle didn't work.

I am disappointed but not as crushed as normal. I actually had no hope whatsoever for this cycle and only expected it to fail. I'm to the point where I don't really expect it to be any different. I feel like we will never get pregnant again.

It still sucks though. It still hurts that this isn't working and that my eggs are obviously screwed up and that we may never have a child. It hurts when others have babies or get pregnant. It hurts to realize we've been trying for over 5 years and are still on this shitty road. To sum up, my heart hurts.

This journey is hard and it wears on me some most days. Infertility sucks. Big time.

I saw this quote on Pinterest and I liked it. So I thought I would share it.


Now back to eating cookies while watching The Mindy Project in my sweat pants.

7 comments:

  1. Infertility does suck and I'm so sorry you and Dan are having to go through it. You found a good quote though, and I'm glad you have cookies and the Mindy Project.*hugs*

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    1. Thanks sis. I really like that quote too, I may have to put it somewhere more visible.

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    1. Thanks Kate. It really really sucks.

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