I am disappointed but not as crushed as normal. I actually had no hope whatsoever for this cycle and only expected it to fail. I'm to the point where I don't really expect it to be any different. I feel like we will never get pregnant again.
It still sucks though. It still hurts that this isn't working and that my eggs are obviously screwed up and that we may never have a child. It hurts when others have babies or get pregnant. It hurts to realize we've been trying for over 5 years and are still on this shitty road. To sum up, my heart hurts.
This journey is hard and it wears on me
I saw this quote on Pinterest and I liked it. So I thought I would share it.
Now back to eating cookies while watching The Mindy Project in my sweat pants.