That's all this baby had. I just got the call from the nurse, the beta on Friday was 10. Which means that this pregnancy is over.
We were happy and excited and loved this baby for a few days only. That is all we had.
I'm mad. I'm heartbroken. I'm devastated. I'm bitter. I'm just plain pissed that this happened to us again. This is our fourth loss. How completely unfair is this?
I wanted you all to know. And I also wanted to thank you so much for all the kind messages you sent our way and for celebrating this little life with us. Because it was worth celebrating.
Thank you for the prayers and good vibes, we felt every one. I may be a little absent from the blog for a bit. And from life.