Monday, November 2, 2015

Just a Few Days

That's all this baby had. I just got the call from the nurse, the beta on Friday was 10. Which means that this pregnancy is over.

We were happy and excited and loved this baby for a few days only. That is all we had.

I'm mad. I'm heartbroken. I'm devastated. I'm bitter. I'm just plain pissed that this happened to us again. This is our fourth loss. How completely unfair is this?

I wanted you all to know. And I also wanted to thank you so much for all the kind messages you sent our way and for celebrating this little life with us. Because it was worth celebrating.

Thank you for the prayers and good vibes, we felt every one. I may be a little absent from the blog for a bit. And from life.

10 comments:

  1. im sorry your baby had such a short time with you. Im sure he/she felt all of your love.

    I hope you guys find some comfort over the next little while.

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  2. Oh Jenn. <3 I'm so very sorry. I'm sending you so much love.

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  3. Jenn xo I am so, so sorry - It is so unfair. Lots of love and hugs

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  4. oh jenn... there are no words at this point that can communicate how sorry I am to hear...

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  5. I am praying for you ... Crying for you... Grieving... There are no real words....

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  6. I'm heartbroken to hear this. I'm so sorry. So many ((hugs)) and so much love being sent your way. I'm praying for you, praying for peace, healing, and comfort. I hate how unfair this is. Take good care of yourself.

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  7. So sad to hear this news. Thinking of you both at this sad time,

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  8. I'm so very sorry to see this. Thinking of you during this time.

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